I've been dismissed from skool.

"Student has no semester history records"

How? What should I do now? .. Been trying to think of various ways to continue my education but.. I sometimes think to myself, what do I study so much for? For the people around me? To repay my parents who slogged so hard to send me to the university?

Do I want to appeal? I don't know... I mean.. For what? I have no motivation, no interest. I don't like my course. It isn't what I thought it would be.

I want to be a forensic pathologist! Chemistry is just what I was good at when I was in junior college, but it isn't really what I want to do. Sigh.

Do I want to go for the NIE courses and be a teacher? Sigh.