Sucks... My personal life sucks... Work life is great, really juicy but love life really sucks... We're just like strangers... Drifting further and further apart... And to think he could say "If you continue working in this line then things will only get worse.." Can't he do something positive? Instead of me always doing the talking and asking, can't he ask me how my day went? He isn't concerned about my day or me anymore... If I really have to choose, I will still choose my biz over him... Serious.. I can't stay with a guy who can't be more matured in his thinking... What's more, I have Verve Direct Group's Challenge of the Century to think about and work towards my goal of getting to the next level of the biz.. I can't afford to let anything or anyone distract me.. Am really glad that Dad is giving me his full support... =) Thank you, Daddy..


Anyway... Went out-field with Kang Jun today, really had lots of fun and both of us came back setting the pace for Nexscend man... Juice by that! I'm looking forward to bashing my virgin gong soon.... If I ever let Linus know that I have never bashed the gong before he will surely laugh at me till he's rolling on the floor clutching his stomach... He hasn't called me yet.. I hope he will call me soon cos... I really can't wait to claim my two days out field trip.. Ha ha! I know he's super busy now though... =)


And that Kenji, sent me a stupid message just now saying he's going to sleep and its super warm at his camp... Crazy fella... Went walking around town earlier on after dinner... Dunno why these few days keep having the urge to buy something for myself everyday. To see it in a positive way: Boosting the economy? Heh. Anyway I bought a can of styling wax from L'Oreal... It smells nice and feels quite nice and looks nice also... Not bad... Tomorrow evening there's a performance at Chinatown.. I hope I won't feel too tired after it.. Still need to set the pace on Thursday you know.


Okay.. Gotta go... Set my goals for the next 6 weeks.... Nighty!!