What a happening weekend.... Know.. I was actually feeling very sad, like... I don't really belong to Nexscend nor to XCalibre.... Nor Nexcalibre and cried for a while... Feeling very left out, like an abandoned child ever since Linus left.. The only time I feel really taken care of is when Linus is back and when I get to talk to him and plan/set goals with him.. Told May about it this morning and after that felt... Really silly... I should lower my defence.....


Anyway I had a rather enjoyable night today.... =)