Finished my share of work for the morning... Couldn't sleep last night... Been thinking to myself why should I be so stupid to hang on to something that is no longer there.. Something that is not worth it anymore.. Cried.. And missed.. . I loved but I don't think you did... I still do and I know you don't anymore.. I tried to sleep but really couldn't.. I dunno if its because my room was too bright, or my mind was too active... I couldn't control the tears and I had to cry till my eyes were tired and I fell asleep.. I guess its because ever since the day we parted, I never really had a good cry until last night.


When I found out about his new love, I just dragged my feet home... Felt very alone and cheated.. ...... Cheated by his words... Claims he misses those days but truth is, he's really enjoying a new relationship. I can't trust your words anymore because you lie to me and you lie to her. You keep your mom and dad in disillusion about our relationship and your dad keeps thinking we merely had a fight. You tell me we cannot be together for the time being and hope that I don't mind. What kind of lover are you? I simply dun understand how you can forget a "love" of 2 years 9 months and declare lovingly to someone else that "you love her" in a short span of 1.5 months... In my mind, I was thinking... of only 3 words... "WHAT THE FUCK??"


Time to forget you. Totally.