OH NO!

I am going to be jobless soon, at the end of the month.

What a good time to go jobless, huh.

I am very sad.

And very sian.

I'm going to be jobless because I am just a temp, and the project I'm helping out with is ending this Saturday.

#$#$^@$^&@$!@#~!#@%$@#@$^@$

And I thought I could count on this company for an income until December.

OH NO!!!

So I will not be working, will not be getting any income from November onwards.

I hate it.

It is a very shitty feeling to be out of a job when I need money for baby.

It is a very shitty feeling to have to depend on my hubby for November, December and January.

It is a very shitty feeling to become useless suddenly; although when I go jobless, it is only 1.5 months before I go on maternity leave.

It is a very shitty feeling to realise that I cannot claim maternity leave anymore, because I will not be working until 13 December.

I feel so messed up now, I don't know what to do....

Now I just wish and hope very hard that there will be tons and tons of mistakes and problems with the project so that they will need me to be here for a longer time.

I hope the system screws up when this project is going live.