So much has happened over the last few days.... At work, at home and of course, at love...


First, everyone died flat on the Verve Wallet.... Killed everyone's confidence and faith... This only shows how weak we are up there and at the system... Vincent launched a new merch and people are still dying on it. People like Kang², Jacintha, Sherry... Wonder what's going on in their minds.... In fact, mine too. Sometimes I do feel like giving up... But I've already come so far in the biz... Wouldn't it be silly to give it up just like this? I would be letting Vincent, Linus, May, Doleen and Kang² down if I left just like this.. I would be wasting my time and effort and all the sacrifices I made over the last four months.. Would it be worth it? I thought about it and decided to just perservere... Prove it to everyone that what I'm doing is not stupid... I know I can make it... I just need to change myself.. I know what I need to change... So why am I not doing it? Isn't it very stupid to know what to do and yet not do it? I know what to do... So, just do it!! From tomorrow onwards! Be excited! Be motivated! Be motivating! Set goals and achieve goals! Be like my leader!! Show them the power of the Faith and Storm guys!


For home... Well was feeling super down last Saturday, on the first launch of the locket set... Called him to cheer myself up but in the end argued... Hung up the stupid phone and called Daddy instead... Almost cried but managed to control it... Felt much much happier and confident after talking to Daddy.. Managed to earn a decent income on Saturday at least..... Anyway... Getting closer to Daddy nowadays.. Had a chat with him last night; he told me that I will have at most another 30 years to enjoy life with him and it isn't that long considering how time flies for me now that I'm so occupied with the biz... Hmmm......


Last but not least...... As per earlier entries..... Was feeling super shit about the cyber world and friendster... Created a lot of unhappiness for me... Decided to have a cooling down period for a week.. So far so good... Feeling quite happy but... Really miss him a lot..... Been telling myself to be firm on the one-week-cooling-down-period and really think about it carefully... I feel that if he's so attracted to other girls who seem to be physically more appealing then I see no point in continuing the relationship... Really.... Its really fucked up... I hate the feeling because the only mistake I've made is being a workaholic; I don't have time for anything else but the business and that's why I caused all these to happen... But what the fuck... You don't have to say I'm wasting my time and insulting the business... Its not that the business is not profitable, its just that I need to polish up myself more in order to run a profitable business and be a successful entrepreneur (entreprenuer, whatever the spelling.) :|



Just realised that my blog's juice level is decreasing... I think it used to be more juicy but as the problems come... Things seem to be not-so-smooth for me anymore.. I'm starting to be de-juiced.. Especially on Monday when Linus was back and he didn't even say a single word to me! >_<



I must have the f a i t h that everything will work out fine, the s t o r m will be over soon... The rainbow will be out and the sun will be shining once more... WHY? Because S T O R M grew by 1 and the S T O R M leader set the pace today!!