...at Honeywell aGaiN alone this time.
Anyway last Saturday, I went ahead to Converse and bought a pair of high cut sneakers.... in ... *guEss wHat coLouR* .... BABY BLUE!!! With graffiti designs. I love it! I preferred the pair in khaki though... But too bad Converse doesn't have it in smaller sizes.... I was choosing between the all-pink pair and the one in baby blue... But then decided that I liked the one in blue better so I took it. Went to Fila after that to get a tote bag... Goes well with capris but not jeans... Wonder why... Must be the way I look. Ha ha~! Have been spending a lot recently and if I don't submit my timesheet and claim some money soon... I'll have to start eating grass by the second week of December.. Heh.... My birthday is coming soon! So excited~~ Dad said we're going to Genting Highlands from 14-16 December... But.... Dunno if I should go or not.. Should I?
Went for lunch at The Signature just now... Was thinking to myself over lunch.. Why do I let my problems bother me so much till I get moody and tired... Till I no longer smile... Thinking back to the times I had at Verve Direct, with Linus, Doleen, Kang2, May, Vincent and others..... I smiled so much more and was much happier then... I must've lost what I learnt there.... Have to start using what I learnt so that my life is in better control. I had much more problems then but I was much happier. I have much less problems now but I don't even smile anymore.. I've changed.. Linus will be so disappointed.. He's always telling me not to be moody and must smile more.. And to think he's so near to me.. Hah. Joke, eh. Miss him man. That big smile of his never fails to make me smile too. I only have to recall his smile and how positive he always is, to make myself smile. No problem is too difficult to solve. Don't have to brood about it all day long. Once you got the solution, get your butt moving to get it solved and everything will be fine. Have to be proactive instead of fretting and procrastinating. :)
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Had the weirdest dreams last night... Don't think I want to describe it in detail here... Haa. I can still remember vividly what I saw in my dream.. The sounds.. The colours... Even the people... People in my dreams usually have no face but surprisingly in my dream last night I recognised Jack, Philip, mom, myself and Clement... and Jack's facial expression.. I even recognised the setting! The study in my house... At 3am.... There were 2 other girls and one more guy in it... Complete with video cam.. Shit man. Horrible dream. Couldn't really fall asleep after that. Stricken with guilt, maybe? I don't know... Its horrid.. I don't want to remember it anymore.. ... I just hope its not happening in real life.
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Tomorrow will be December... And in a couple of weeks, Christmas! I hope my Adidas Superstar will arrive in time.... I'm really looking forward to owning it! Hee~~
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