Randomness

Do you sometimes think about life in this way? Like, what would it be like if you were somebody else? What would you be feeling?

Do you sometimes think about who you wish to be in your next life? How would you know it when you are in your next life? Or are you actually living your next life from your previous life? What is life really about? Would you wake up one day and find yourself in another generation, in another country? Then, would you even know you are in a different life?

Sometimes I am confused by my own thinking... But I think these questions are cool, isn't it?

I've been scrapping a lot lately, and I'm not sure how these link, but just the other day, Boss was talking to us and I felt that he was hinting something to me. Maybe I'm just being sensitive, I don't really know... But he mentioned something long the lines of transferring me if I felt that my current position wasn't suitable for me. Rather than feeling angry about him saying this to me, I felt I should think about why he would say something like this to me. Is he beginning to think that I am not suitable for this position? I think it's time to think about what I really want, and how our working relationship can be win-win for us.

Ultimately, I hope to be happy in my job, and him to be happy with me as an employee and team member.

Anyway, work aside, Roy had fever last night... But he's okay now. He was even enjoying chocolate cake and chocolate milk for breakfast and was beaming at me when I came out to check on him, and said that he doesn't have fever anymore and he wants to go to school.

I don't think he should go yet, I wanna monitor him for another day.

Raine's 3rd birthday is fast approaching, and looking at them both this morning really reminds me that time passes so fast. It seems like yesterday I was still holding Roy in my arms and cuddling him to sleep. Now he's all grown up at 4 and soon he will stop giving me hugs and kisses like how he does now... Raine too is growing up so fast. She's such a sweet little girl... I love both of them so much I don't think I could ever love anyone more than that.